Jemstone Comix

Just thought I'd share some of my art with y'all ^w^ One at a time :> Here's today's art :3 It's me!! :b

I know we're suffering our own hells, We live so far apart, you and I, But we're in this together, You're not alone. The things that happen at home. Ring any bells? My love, you must know, you're an amazing guy, In sunny, cloudy, rainy weather, Your voice is my home. We may drift, disappear, for a little while, But it'll be okay, we'll find each other again, I'll wait for you, as long as it takes, I'll keep writing, for you, so you know I'm okay. You know how to find me, I'm always on dial,  Go grab a paper, or note, and a pen,  When I see you, I'll bring stuff, we'll bake cupcakes,  I'll keep writing for you, love, wait for your next “hay.”

No, I don't wanna, panic But I see myself myself goin’, manic Too much goin on, I've had it  The demons in my head, they're savage It's been stressful With school, with friends, with life They turn their back, call me an asshole But, oh, they're so right In a panic, heart starts pounding Seeing tunnel, can't stay grounded Chills down my spine, mind's howling Ringing in my ears, feel surrounded No one sees, no one notices I'm invisible, hidden in plain sight A ticking time bomb, ready to blow Heart's gonna explode A light buzz in my pocket. That's all it took. A buzz from my phone. A message from you. “Hay :>” “How are you?” Tear-stained cheeks, runny nose I hold my phone in my hands Breathe in, breathe out I text you back “Hewo :3” “I'm alright, hbu?” A moment passes, typing… Breathe in, breathe out Keep messaging, keep breathing Smile a little, feeling so much better Giggle at your text, full grin Grateful, thank you so much Demons in my ...

I love you. I always will. Don't you ever doubt that. I'm sorry. I took a pill. I felt like crap. I jumped into a pool, The one called "Love." I didn't know how far I'd fall, Or how far I'd sink. A weight chained itself to me, Dragging me farther, farther down. I was afraid, I fell too fast. I expected a pond, And found an ocean. Above, it was disguised. But below, it was vast. But never empty. It was full.  So, so full. It was overwhelming. I felt like I was drowning. Then I met you.  You taught me how to swim. You taught me everything you knew. But I was still afraid. So I hid myself in a hole. You asked me to come with you, to keep swimming. But I couldn't. I was losing air. Too fast. I had to surface again, Or I'd surely drown. My drifting body the only thing left of me. So when you held my hand, I pulled. I pulled gently, but persistently. I needed you to let go. Let go so I could breathe again. I don't remember what happened, But after pu...

 (Author's note: not all events or interactions are canon. They are simply there to add detail and to show the dynamic between the characters.)  Let me start from the beginning… There was this boy I'd met as a kid, when I was old enough to know that my parents weren’t doing so well, but not enough to understand why they always brought over my dad’s friends’ son. I never really understood why we saw him so often yet so little. We usually had to hang out around the parents, and sometimes I would try to be nice and invite him into my room to play. Eventually, I began to notice that he usually came over when my parents were fighting, and would stop talking to each other for the rest of the week. I knew they had issues, but as a child I’d never known how bad it was. The relationship between Theo Miller and Vannessa Robinson was rocky at best.  At some point I noticed that he wasn’t around as often, and only came over around the holidays. I hadn’t thought about it much before, ...

 It’s raining today, Hope you’re doing okay, In that friendly home of yours, Or that aura you carry where it never pours, The calming river you are, The flowers that never wither, Springtime sweetness and Sunshine smile, The heat from my heart pounding, running a mile, Leaves fall in the Autumn breeze, Cool shadows form as the clouds shed their tears, Gentle stream singing to the sky, As storms cry and I shiver in the cold, Winter’s stars and bright Moon, Dancing constellations calm my anxiety, Lullabies sung to me by the whispering wind, Rays of loving light soothing my pain, The seasons so fun with You, All singing about your caring smile and gentle eyes, This place I rest in, lost in thoughts about you, Your distinct scent and embrace bringing me here, To the Island of Paradise you are, A place where we never have to worry, About time or pain, Your light carries the darkness away, Embracing it in understanding, Turning hurt and stain, Into wind and rain, Where the scars of our p...

  There will be hard times, Depression and disaster, But listen to the wind chimes, And time will fly faster, We all need someone’s help, A comforting shoulder to cry on, Someone to hear our yelp, From the depths of our colorless pond. A lake where all our fears reside, A place where there is nowhere to hide, A chain, rope, a string that is tied, A place where we all have cried, The nightmares we have of the monsters we fear, The dark depictions and deaths of those so dear, Heartpounding terrors and Abandonment of Time, The loss of trust and knowledge of our crimes, Nothing will ever be easy, In this place of discord, This life of regret, But all we need is friends, lovers, A way to feel safe and push on.